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Communication in Relationship

Communication in Relationship

Do we come from separation or connection in our communication? In communication with others, especially loved ones, we can come from separation or from connection. When we come from separation, we come from a place of trying to prove we are right and the other one is...

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Being Held by Oneness

Being Held by Oneness

I am feeling most easily one with everything when I have physical contact and when listening or moving slowly to music. Everybody has a different way to experience Oneness, or Source or Spirit, or whatever we want to call this mystery. Some people get easily into this...

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Your Love

Your Love

When I realized there is no future no time just the field of now and the possibility to be present with this or not, nothing else mattered than drinking in each second ~ Good or bad lost their meaning cause everything is fleeting sand through my hands I only know that...

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Belonging

Belonging

We belong to something that is so much bigger than us. Our home is enormous and made of unconditional love. Everything is part of it, so there is no good or bad. Everything is perfect as it is in this place. We are a part of everything; of the Cosmos, of the Universe....

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Prayer

Prayer

Take the me I imagine I am and leave me empty Take this flesh take this face until I am all but an open vessel for you to use A surrendered body for you to dance with An empty mind for you to love through Let me be born again and again each moment fresh and innocent...

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Love Affair

Love Affair

This ongoing love affair with my beloved has consumed me to the point that nothing’s left the depth of my surrender is absolute I want or need nothing else then her she is so close that she completely annihilates me and it is perfectly clear I never was apart from her...

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Deep dark

Deep dark

I am so submerged in the deep dark that I find it impossible to smile since there is no happiness here neither any kind of sorrow just this impersonal sense of exceptional peacefulness with everything just as it is, always exactly that, perfection which is clearly...

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How Everything is Love

How Everything is Love

One of my fellow participants on a retreat with Jeannie Zandi once told us about her devastating childhood and it touched me to the core. The abandonment and loneliness of her story reminded me of my own childhood and it killed me. I couldn’t get over it. I didn’t...

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Dissolving

Dissolving

This dissolving into love-shit isn’t pretty my beautiful serene ‘spiritual’ face distorted into every human emotion imaginable small and childish they come and take me robbing me of all my arrogance there is nothing anymore I can claim to be above ridiculous all my...

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my world is my mirror
it shows me perfectly
that what is not resting yet
that what still feels separate
from the love that I am