About fear

About fear

As long as I can remember I have had panic attacks in the night about not being able to breath. Here I am again, waking up suddenly in a total panic and I jump out of bed and try to calm myself. I walk around a bit, shake my arms and legs and feel the sensation in my...
Walking Each Other Home

Walking Each Other Home

We don’t really know anything because nothing is set, apart from some Universal truths as “everything is love” and “we are all one.” Even those truths can only be known by feeling them, not by the mind. Apart from those there are many, many different truths each...
Humbling

Humbling

As a Dutch person I am prone to arrogance. I am not sure why it is that we Dutch are seemingly more arrogant then a lot of other cultures (maybe except the French 😊) but I know it doesn’t say anything about our underlying self acceptance, because arrogance is just the...
Beyond Illusion (poetry)

Beyond Illusion (poetry)

I have this beauty spot above my lip, it’s really nice because apparently it is a definite sign of beauty but religiously every two weeks I have to pull out an enormous hair to prevent people finding out I am a witch. And this short dress I wear, is not to show my...
Hearts (poetry)

Hearts (poetry)

My friend and me when we are together we cry a lot every other sentence one of us chokes up tears falling in our food We are easily touched by the state of the world or our connection to a tree or by the beauty in the hearts of the people we know since we can see...