This dissolving into love-shit isn’t pretty

my beautiful serene ‘spiritual’ face distorted

into every human emotion imaginable

small and childish they come and take me

robbing me of all my arrogance

there is nothing anymore I can claim to be above

ridiculous all my ideas of being better or deeper

or more loving

There is nothing I won’t suffer for my beloved

surrendering is all there is left to do

cause I know she will come for every last part

that I still claim as my own,  cause how I begged her

with so much love she pushes me to my knees

then flat on my belly, my face down in the mud

just to show me that whether serene or like this

I am always only Love